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Driven by a desperation I’m not proud of, I decided to take matters into my own hands. Mike always leaves his dashcam running for insurance purposes, and after they had gone to bed, I slipped out to the driveway. My hands trembled as I retrieved the memory card. Back at the kitchen table, the blue light of my laptop felt clinical and cold against the darkness of the house. I told myself I was being paranoid, that I would find footage of them sitting in a drive-thru line talking about normal teenage things.
But as the video loaded, my heart sank. The car didn’t go to the gas station. It bypassed the brightly lit commercial strips and turned down a quiet side street lined with weathered brick buildings and shadowed storefronts. Mike parked the car in front of an unassuming door. The camera captured him getting out and opening the passenger door for Vivian. She stepped out, her posture straight and determined, and walked toward the entrance. Above the door hung a backlit sign featuring a lithe, arched figure. Mike didn’t go in with her. He leaned against the brickwork, checked his phone, and paced the sidewalk for nearly forty minutes before she emerged. On the drive home, the interior of the car was filled with a soft, companionable silence that felt like a wall I couldn’t climb.
“I watched the dashcam footage,” I said, my voice steadier than I felt. I looked at Mike, waiting for an explanation, but it was Vivian who broke first.
“It’s not his fault,” she said, her voice trembling. “I made him keep it a secret because I knew you wouldn’t understand.”
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