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Weeks passed. I returned to my home, slowly reclaiming the small rituals of my daily life. The hospital stay felt increasingly like a fever dream, a hazy memory of blue light and beeping machines. While finally unpacking the small overnight bag I had used during my stay—a bag I hadn’t had the heart to touch since coming home—my fingers brushed against a small, stiff object tucked deep into the interior side pocket.
I reached in and pulled out a small piece of paper, creased at the edges and worn as if it had been handled many times. I unfolded it with trembling hands. Written in a neat, precise script that I didn’t recognize were the exact words I had heard in the dark:
There was no signature. No date. No hospital letterhead.
I sat on the edge of my bed for a long time, the paper heavy in my palm, replaying those quiet, midnight visits in my mind. I searched for a logical explanation. Perhaps it was a note left by a cleaning staff member whose name I never learned? Perhaps a fellow patient had slipped it in while I was sleeping? Or perhaps, as the doctors suggested, I had written it myself in a moment of delirium and then forgotten?
But as I looked at the handwriting—strong, steady, and unfamiliar—I realized that the origin of the note mattered far less than its existence.
The note remained on my nightstand, a permanent fixture of my new life. It served as a daily reminder that comfort often arrives in guises we cannot fully explain and that kindness doesn’t always feel the need to leave a signature or a trail of evidence. It taught me that strength isn’t always something we generate from within; sometimes, it is awakened by a few simple words spoken at the exact moment the light seems to be failing.
Ultimately, the mystery of the “night nurse” didn’t need to be solved. Whether he was a man of flesh and blood or a manifestation of a deeper, universal grace, the result was the same. It isn’t always about who offers the encouragement or how the message arrives. It’s about the person that encouragement allows you to become once the darkness has passed.