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Music as a Tactical Retreat
In the midst of familial wreckage, music became Christina’s bunker. It was a space where the rules of her father did not apply and where she could command a sense of control that was otherwise denied to her. By the age of six, she was already immersing herself in the raw, guttural textures of old-school soul and blues. While her peers were listening to nursery rhymes, Christina was studying the phrasing of Billie Holiday and the emotional weight of Etta James.
The divorce of her parents when she was seven marked a pivotal shift. Moving into her grandmother’s home in Pittsburgh provided the stability she desperately craved. It was here, amidst her grandmother’s sprawling record collection, that Christina found her true education. She spent hours deconstructing the vocal runs of Aretha Franklin and Ray Charles, learning that a voice could be both a weapon and a balm. Her grandmother recognized the prodigious talent early on, encouraging her to sing without the fear of repercussions—a freedom that allowed her vocal range to expand with staggering speed.
The Price of Ambition: Bullying and Isolation
Christina often describes this period as one of profound isolation. To the other children, her desire to be under the spotlight was an aberration. “I would get a lot of cold shoulders,” she later recalled, noting that most children simply couldn’t relate to the intensity of her drive. Rather than retreating into herself, Christina used this social ostracization as fuel. She learned early on that the world could be “nasty and negative for no reason,” and she decided that her voice would be her shield.
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