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“Can I have two granola bars today, Mom?” he asked one morning, peering into the pantry. A few days later, it was: “Do we have any extra crackers? Maybe the ones with the black pepper?” Then, finally, he asked for a second sandwich. “Just in case I’m still hungry,” he added, but he wouldn’t look me in the eye. He looked unsure, as if the food he was requesting carried a weight far heavier than its actual calories.
The reality was that my checking account held exactly $23, and I was three long shifts away from payday. That night, I stared at my mother’s gold locket—the last piece of jewelry I owned—and realized I would have to pawn it to ensure the “extra” food Andrew was requesting would be there. I skipped my own breakfast the next morning, filling his thermos with the last of our soup and slipping a chocolate bar into his pocket as a small, hidden luxury. I watched him run down the stairs, oblivious to the fact that his mother was holding the apartment together with nothing but a string of stubbornness and a skipped meal.
The drive to the school was a blur of worst-case scenarios. My mind raced through every possible infraction, every accident, every misunderstanding. When we arrived, I was ushered into an empty classroom where Andrew’s teacher, Mr. Gellar, and the school counselor, Ms. Whitman, were waiting. The air in the room was thick with a gravity I couldn’t decipher.
“Meredith, you’re not in trouble,” Ms. Whitman began, her voice gentle. “This is about something kind your son has been doing. Something we felt you deserved to see firsthand.”
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