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The windshield wipers on my sedan fought a desperate, rhythmic battle against a mounting wall of white as I navigated the familiar turns of my suburban neighborhood. It was Christmas Eve, and the dashboard clock flickered 7:43 p.m. For most, this was the hour of final preparations—the basting of the turkey or the frantic assembly of bicycles—but for me, it was the end of a three-month exile.
My work had kept me on a grueling circuit of business trips since the leaves had first started to turn. I had missed soccer games, school plays, and the quiet Tuesday evenings that form the bedrock of a marriage. To compensate, I had spent my meager free time in various cities hunting for the perfect atonements. In the trunk lay a collection of heavy, hopeful boxes: a complex model rocket for my eldest, Tommy; a professional-grade art kit for Jake; and a delicate, vintage jewelry box for my wife, Sarah. I had imagined this moment a thousand times—creeping through the front door, the smell of pine needles and cinnamon greeting me, and the joyous explosion of my family’s faces when they realized I was home.
Then I saw them.
Two small, bundled figures were sitting in the backseat of Sarah’s SUV, parked inside the dimly lit garage. My heart lurched. I killed my engine and rushed over, my dress shoes slipping on the icy patches. Tommy, my nine-year-old, rolled down the window, his eyes wide with a mixture of shock and something that looked dangerously like guilt.
“Dad! You’re not supposed to be here yet!” he hissed.
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